The Pheniox

Here's the thing about starting over from absolutely nothing. You have a rare opportunity to start all over, brand new, clean slate. I decided recently that I'm starting fresh. Not in the sense that I'm uprooting my life but in my mentality. I think I mentioned this in my last update but I've been very depressed as of late. Its been very hard for me to just get out of bed lately or I just haven't slept at all. I've been making bad financial decisions. Its come to the point that I don't even realize what I'm doing anymore.

That's the beauty of starting over. I can not go any lower than where I'm at right now. The only way is up from here. I get to rebuild. Reform. And renew. I get to look at the world through a fresh set of eyes so to speak.

As cliche as this is I'm going to make 2019 my year. Sorry this is such a short one. I've got a lot on my plate that I'm working out. I will update in my next blog.